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Name: Jess*
Country: Cambodia
Metro: Phnum Penh
Birthday: 9/16/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: EATING**, boys, volleyball, hanging out with friends,oh and boys again, pink and orange stuff, volleyball, fried pickels at toot's, music is life right?, driving my car,driving my stepmoms car, boys, um, lets see.......talking about boys, eating, and other things!!!volleyball, did i mention that?? softball, boys in baseball pants, apple juice, linkin park, yellow card, avril lavigne, THE CRANBERRIES, my friends, ashlee simpson, my room, taking pictures, eating, aim, michigan, alabama, boys, watching scary movies, watching any movie, traveling, reading, um.........DANCING**, the phone, and having fun*****chinese, mexican, traveling,boys.....
Expertise: what do you want it to be??
Occupation: Research and development
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Member Since:
3/30/2005
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| the cold wind in my hair...the hair you use brush off my face...you wiping the tears away...the look on my face...knowing sooo much...but yet uncertain of all.....just wishing i could fall....fall away...to be swept away.....if only you would do that | | |
| well........
1....I got nominated for homecoming attendent!!! never before has that happened...so i get a chance to become queen!!!!
2.....I got a job at McDonalds...its pretty cool i guess.....making money
3......this is the big one....I GOT A VOLLEYBALL SCHOLARSHIP TO CUMBERLAND UNIVERSITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and so obviously im going! SHOUT OUT TO ABE ON THIS ONE!!! he was the first one who thought i could do it...and he always told me i would get it...and here i am getting it!
4....me and josh aren't talking or whatever anymore...we are just friends...and its totally cool...bc its for the same reason for both of us...its relieving...but he and ryan and the other josh came to visit me last night at the game...it was cool.....but i had alot more fun after they left...lol....haha....jk i promise i didn't do nuthing...wink, wink
i love having the satisfaction of knowing whats really going on with two people when most everyone else doesn't!! its one of those things that you just know...and love bc no one else does, but at the same time, there are those who do know...but then again...there are those who think they know whats up but really they are just confused and don't really know it....awww...the drama of life.....you know i cant' wait until college! then i can be free and don't have to worry about stuff...... | | |
| Helll Yea!!!!!!!! Jessica got accepted to Michigan State Universtiy!!!!!!!!!!! so yea i went to michigan over thanksgiving to visit family but i went a day early to an admissions presentation and a tour of the campus...and needless to say...i fell in love! i want to go so bad...there are only two things holding me back tho....money( out of state tution is a butt load) and a certain number of friends that are hard to live without....
me and charles are cool....and its all good....hes kinda with ashley and im kinda with josh pate...::))lol..im smiling....so yea...alll good in that area...what happened happended and were just moving on and thats that.....and its not like we can just stop being friends cuz weve been the best for like 2 years...so we are still there for each other and all...its kinda how its was before i guess...and im glad...we are both happy, most of the time, and thats good.........
so like holla to all my ballas out there breakin free from capivity....... | | |
| um...well so much has happened in the last two days. charles broke up with me....said his feelings had changed. he wasn't in love with me anymore...broke my heart, obviously...i mean im in love with that boy...he is my everything...but i guess im not his because he wants ashley lemanski now. so um....i cant' talk about it anymore....way to painful.
tears of sorrow.....but im trying to move on....realizin i can't be trapped in something that isn't there for him, but is for me...
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| me and charles went job searching yesterday...kroger,subway,mcdonalds,pizza hut,etc...then we came back to my house to eat...then i took him home...i love it...lol....we have basketball today but he cant play just yet bc of his ankles...so anyways....later | | |
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